Should I love him or hate him?

i should've hate him but why im still loving him.he looks into my eyes i cant stand watching it!i look at an edge i saw him.why cant i get away from him.he said he wants me back but he lied!he never wants me.im just a fuzzy old toy for him.he kept hanging around with that fu**k*** bi***.i cant watch those lovey dovey!i hate it...i almost cried thinking bout it.why did you do this to me.your the one whos starting the whole thing!you confessed at me!why you throw me like a junk that being peed by every DOG gets near it!why!why!why!i love you~but this what you repay.hope your live aint got any better in the future.난 영원히 당신을 증오해.당신이 나를 존중하지!!!!!!!!!!!!!!네 심장을 수락해서는 안됩니다-love 리 태 분-